All lyrics written by Stephanie Gummelt.

After you meet God 

after you see what He's all about 

after you let go

of the bitterness, frustration, hesitation and doubt

why do you turn back?

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You see I want to blame it on you

I want to hold it against you

but every time you hurt me a bit of my heart 

reflects off of you

and the gleam of hatred pierces my perception

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and I see no beauty 

in the way I feel 

I see no beauty 

in the way I think 

I see no pure smile

or hope for an exciting day 

all I see is a while 

trying to get over something you say

or something you do

or something I say

or something I do

the way I am 

the way I'd like to be

the way I am

the way I'd like to be

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After you meet God

why do you turn back?

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